Post Holiday Blues

I'm not really sure what's going on with me. But I'm not happy. Maybe it's just the holidays being over with. Maybe it's work. Maybe it's the situation my mother created by contacting my bio father and trying to salvage a relationship between me and him that was never there. Maybe it's a combination of all of the above.

About the only thing I feel that I'm half way in control of is my diet. And that's not saying much. I could go off the deep end in a heartbeat. But so far, so good.

I try to get excited about scrapping but then I never find the time or make the time to do it. Maybe once I get my scraproom in order, that will change.

My life is full of a lot of maybe's and what if's right now....

I did it!

I reached my goal of losing 15 lbs by Christmas! And to top it off, I lost another pound after that! Yep, I made it through all of the holidays and LOST 16 pounds! I have a new goal of 10 ponds by Valentine's Day. Very do-able.

As much as I love the holidays, they reek havoc on my diet! So I'm sort of glad they are over with and I can regain a sense of normalcy. Now I can focus on exercise and eating healthy.

Now scrapping is a whole different ball of wax. I want to scrap but I just can't find a chunk of time to do it right now. Before I can do anything, I HAVE to get my scrap room in order. That will take a few days at least! The one thing I don't need to do is buy any scrap goodies. I just need to organize what I have.

but not today.....